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Late entry man, late entry.

Dear Saturday,

Hated myself right now for not being able to keep my words. This makes no difference between me & her now. We're all the same, disappointing. Supposed to have dinner & catch up with old people but same old things just came down crushing & with that of thoughts like "I knew it its gonna happen, but I hope it wont happen" hahah!

If you have studied psychology, there is this theory about trusting relationship. Wether is it things happen based on personality? Or is it the situation. The consistency of you pulling out the last minute is not low. Not once not twice but idk man, I can't even remember already, kind of "used to it" Just feel that you need to put a little bit more respect to us here, we don't come & go with your flow as and when you like kay. Okay, just saying. Mayb smth really did happen. Fine. Just disappointed friend, disappointed.

Will be going back hometown on the 26th. Better be missing me & getting real busy pitsy for the next whole week. Attachment: Case study & meds test. Shopping for Mum and party for couz birthday. Busy!

Dear Monday,

Was planning to go back on the 26th. Sadly because my sis will be going back Jakarta on 26th morning. So I won't be seeing her. My mum wanted me to go back the 24 instead. I'm okay with it just that grandma........ Ugh whatever.

She agreed to it though, but she went like "it's not like so long nvr see each other, last time cny just saw each other what" BEHIND MY BACK. It hurts grandma, please take back those words. So rn, I have to go back on 26th instead. I have no choice right. Feels like crying like a baby now. You can just tell me that you don't want to back on Sat instead right. Why the judge? ):

Okay goodnight peeps.
Just some random rant.